musings specifically intended for the day that went for naught

I am supposed to be at home today — lounging in bed, usually in my sleepwear (boyleg undies and wife beaters –why do they call it a wife beater, anyway? Playing with Momo while planning my next steps to — world domination? (hah! if I may borrow, Ms. Jessica Zafra). More like planning my escape…

Love the way the Universe speaks

I always said that sometimes the level of suckiness that my life manages to plunge into never ceases to amaze me. I had to wonder if either I just have a way with finding helpless situations or that I am simply that girl with a giant L slapped on her forehead (waaaay before placing an…

What can be scarier than real life?

This being the first of November, where the rest of the Philippines, go crazy over tending to graves, remembering loved ones who passed on and praying for the souls of those who went to the great beyond ahead of us. This is also the time of the year when formally peaceful cemeteries turn into mini-carnivals…

silly mind games.

hey there, don’t you think you’re too old to play games–even if all its requires is your mind. so what is it any way? black or white? sometimes, the lines between positive and negative, yes or no, possibility and not becomes blurred and you start getting crazy just by trying to read between the lines….

The Chase

I was a wuss. A first-class bitch who doesn’t know the word “humility” and whose ego is the size of the Goodyear blimp. So, yeah I messed up (if only I can remember what I did wrong), and well–I said my piece already…I just wish you’d accept it and see me as more than a…

A sign of things to come?

There are bad days, and there are days when nothing seemed to go right at all. These past few days, everything seemed like a day in hell. I wish I could post great things everyday. That each post would be carefree and that I could talk ceaselessly on fashion, anything kawaii, my pretty boy fixations…

Not what it seems.

I don’t easily get impressed. Maybe it’s the due to working with celebrities and pseudo-celebrities early in life. In my life, I maintain that only three people can make me drop my jaw and be in total awe: Barack Obama, Brandon Boyd and oh, Matsumoto Jun. For me, the things people do is for their…

Confessions of a former junkie

And so, like being addicted to a bad drug habit you find yourself in deep shit. There are OBVIOUS addictions–to drug, to alcohol, to smokes, to sex, to wanton disregard for anything that is correct. And then, there are addictions that will refuse to be boxed to a certain category: addiction to gaming or the…

WITHOUT WORDS.

Good morning beautiful people. I really should sleep. I’ve been having a looong day since yesterday. And I did some stuff today that repulses me no end (when I remember them). Work is really tiring sometimes. But I refused to be negative about stuff these days. I think negativity has a way of affecting your…

If only there’s a light switch…

..for emotions which you can turn off or turn on based on what you please. This is what I was thinking about earlier, so thinking lead to doodling — which eventually resulted to this: I was bored as hell earlier and still melancholic. This was the result of the endless pouting which I think increased…