Love the way the Universe speaks

I always said that sometimes the level of suckiness that my life manages to plunge into never ceases to amaze me. I had to wonder if either I just have a way with finding helpless situations or that I am simply that girl with a giant L slapped on her forehead (waaaay before placing an…

Is greed evil?

Is greed a good thing? As mentioned by one government official on the height of one of the corruption scandals during the government of former President Arroyo: “Moderate your greed…” For me, there’s a distinct different between greed and hunger. One could be hungry for love, for success, for recognition, for life, for music, for…

A sign of things to come?

There are bad days, and there are days when nothing seemed to go right at all. These past few days, everything seemed like a day in hell. I wish I could post great things everyday. That each post would be carefree and that I could talk ceaselessly on fashion, anything kawaii, my pretty boy fixations…

Searching for the old me.

Like I always mention before, I was not always the big tub of lard that I am today. I used to roll on the shores of Boracay in a bikini top and itsy-bitsy shorts. I used to be the one who had the curves in all of the right places. My jeans used to fit…

Let’s b*tch around, baby!

I came home from a gruelling and busy day at work at 12:45 AM–almost five hours after the usual time-out. I am as sleepy as hell, with tired and aching bones and this unmistakable annoyance credited to a person anyone would least suspect. The best recourse actually is for me to just fall asleep, and…

“…what peace there maybe in silence”

It’s funny how people tend not to notice you when you keep silent. There are days when all you’ve ever wanted is to shut up and step away from the chaos of the world. In as much as I am a creature of chaos (I am not dubbed the “clumsiest bitch ever” for nothin’) —…

Tired and beaten

Somehow, while typing this post–I managed to fall asleep sitting down, Momo on my lap while Urbandub’s “A New Tattoo” played in the background. I won’t be surprised if my mouth was hanging open and that I might even be snoring. True fact: I snore when I am dead tired. In fact earlier, at the…

Can’t get you out of my head!!!

Incidentally, I love this version of “Be Be Your Love” — it’s so sad, intense, raw and just “so out there”. I love live versions like these–it has a way of tugging out to your heart strings. When I was younger, I remember that songs like these usually get a rise out of the “loner”…

things you shouldn’t say in cyberspace

It is only yesterday that I get to realize the implications of my actions or the things I say in cyberspace. There are things that you post sometimes to be just melodramatic and to air out repressed emotions. But there are things that you should know to have written in private or else, it can…