Today is the kind of day when you just want to shut yourself inside your room, turn off the lights and crawl into your bed.
It’s hard being a corporate slave, someone earning her means of living through the whims and moods of other people. Sometimes, things happen and they amaze you on how things can go from bad to worse. But along with growing old and growing up, I learned to accept things as they come. Maybe, bad things happen in order for lessons to be learned and for good things to come out of bad situations.
There are days when I just want to drag myself out of bed, automatically choose my clothes and go on auto-pilot until I am at the office, then until I haul my self again to go home. I know deep inside, we have to be thankful for things that we have. I should be thankful that I even have a job that pays me good money and allows me to travel whenever I need to.
There are days when I tell myself that I am not getting young–that I should find the job that makes me truly happy and fulfilled. I know what job I want and I don’t even mind getting paid less than what I earn just to have the chance to be in that industry.
Don’t get me wrong, again, I appreciate the job I have now. But there are days when even the most jaded person would want a semblance of order into things.
I am speaking again in circles.